Was reading blogs of so many friends/people since it's the eve of the new year (in a matter of few more hours only!) to see what they've got to say! Busybody~

And I was looking for appropriate pictures but I have like... none!
I mean, not much. I'm not the picture-taking sorta girl, maybe I shall start taking like truckloads of pictures with effect from tomorrow onwards ok stupid bye.
What I'm doing:

Drinking blackcurrant tea and biscuits while watching video tutorials of my fave YTubers and finish up the last few parts of Angus, thongs and perfect snogging and continue with my fave movie of all-time, Princess Diaries and having more tea and biscuits.
So with my truckloads of old magazines thrown away, room nicely arranged, 2010 scheduler ready, resolutions done (even though it's pointless), I can bid 2009 farewell and brace myself for 2010!
Spending time alone quietly tonight instead of doing the things that the rest of the people is doing. I'm doing it my way, my style.
I have this really icky bad habit of cutting my nails short even though it is already short cus I just don't like having long nails cus I tend to cut them every time I see it growing. So I cannot have long nails and go for manicure cus I don't like the idea of long nails and therefore I have the ugliest pair of nails cus they're so short and I like to peel of the skin, which makes my hands look ugly on top of the ugly nails and I tried to not cut/peel anything but I guess it's just a bad habit of mine and now I am putting on hand cream every night before I go to bed in hope that maybe I will have nicer looking hands/nails and to break the habit.
studded bag, brown maryjanes, a new digital watch, braided hairband from diva, stilettos from new look, wild cherry body wash/lotion/body butter from body shop, LA Candy novel, the lovely bones novel, ipod/itouch, ripped jeans, lacey top from fox, pajama bottoms from cotton on body, leopard print top from cotton on, owl shirt from f21, biker jacket, chanel/chanel-inspired bracelet, dslr camera of my own, nude coloured flats, chanel-inspired bag, long sleeves from gap kids and stripey long sleeves from gap.

for now.
I am so weird today.

Woke up close to afternoon and browsed through SGFlea, (that's what I do best) and fell in love with the bags from Korean Sprees! I mean I had fallen in love with Korean Sprees a few times already but I just realised and convinceed myself today that I NEED (not want) a new bag. Almost left a confirmation comment but I didn't.

And just before this, I saw an iPod which was on sale for only $180 for 80GB. Crazy. Showed Mum but she said it's expensive. What the flippin' hell was that.

And so, convinced myself again that I don't need those 2 because I am terribly broke.
Was out yesterday to catch Princess & The Frog with Ain.
And her family was there too HEHE!

Ain got the tix for me, herself, her mum, her younger sis and she couldn't get the student priced ticket for me because apparently, I wasn't there to show the person my bloody student ID. Wtf. But whatever, I don't give a flip flipping flip about it.

Ok bye all.
I don't know like what had got into me cus I've been having this really shitty mood swings. It just sucks to be me. Plus the fact that I only have sad, depressing, angsty, pessimistic, meaningless songs and not cheerful, happy, positive, optimistic songs totally isn't helping.
Let me repeat again, I suck.
Hanged out with Atiqah, my neighbour last Tuesday at Dunkin Donuts. It was her treat and I got myself the Cinnamon donut (cus it reminds me of Iowa whereby I ate that daily for breakfast), Candy Cane donut and the Snowman donut!

Sad thing is that you can't see the Snowman donut's head. All thanks to me being so engrossed in telling her something that I forgot to take any pictures. Heee.



Lookie! Doesn't the man on top remind you of someone? If you thought of Santa Claus, you are definitely right. He is a professional Santa Claus in the States. It just so happen that he wore the red sweater on the day we bumped into him at Kirkwood Kids.

And he has a son in the infant room and he comes by daily to spent time with him during his lunchtime. Well, yeah I think he does have a stable job and the professional Santa thingy is like an annual job for him. He shared a lot with us and I think it is easy for him. I mean just look at him, he already look like Santa HEHE.

My face looks so idiotic in the picture. His hug was so tight! And I can feel his beard touching my face hehehe...
It's my younger brother's 13th birthday tomorrow and my parents 24th wedding anniversary was 2 days ago so I was being a nice sister and daughter and decided to treat the family to an early dinner at Pizza Hut!

We never go out together as a family and this is like the first for this year, though 2009 is ending soon.




You'll always be a part of me.
I'm part of you indefinitely.
Boy, don't you know you can't escape me.
Oh darling, cause you'll always be my baby.
And we'll linger on.
Time can't erase a feeling this strong.
No way you're ever gonna shake me.
Oh darling, 'cause you'll always be my baby.
My hair had grown like really fast like in a blink of an eye. So as always, I was looking through the pictures of the Midwest town from Day 1 at the airport till the last day. In a short period of just 2 weeks, my hair had really grown. As in the whole length as well as my bangs. My bangs was kinda overgrown when I was leaving Singapore but like by the middle of the week, it had totally become side swept. And I have not cut my bangs since 25th July (I wrote it on my calendar), except for the time when I went to get my hair trimmed.

Ok bye.
So it's been the second time that I spring clean my room. The other time, I threw away like truckloads of magazines. Took photographs to show you guys the truckload but sadly it's not in the bloody memory card when I tried to upload it :(

Today I de-cluttered my room by putting away 2 long benches in my room. Yeah I cannot believe that there was actually 2 benches in my room!

Soooooo many useless bagsssss.
I rearranged the shelves and their positioning. Not so much difference from the previous one actually but I think it's neater now!

There are still so many things that I want to do. I seriosuly need to mop my room cus it's sooo dusty that just vacuuming doesn't work. I have yet to tidy up the inside of the bloody build-in wardrobe of mine. I hate build-in wardrobe I tell you. And I want I need to re-position the small table for my lappy to beside my obsolete teevee set. Plus I might make another trip to Ikea to find storages and the photo frame that I saw the other time. Hmm, and maybe new carpet too since mine is turing to a dirty pink colour. Eww.
Ayah just came back! Mama tricked me by sobbing and being emotional and all. HEHE but at least I won't be home alone again tonight.
So Mama rang home earlier on and she was so emotional. Which made me feel like so too. Had been alone at home for the past 4 days because the parents including my younger brother are staying over at Granny's place so that it'll be easier to take care of Granpa cus he is in terrible condition :(

So it's basically just me and my elder brother but it doesn's make much difference (except when he starts nagging and whining) because he only wakes up in the afternoon and will be off to work like around 3ish and will only be home like at 2ish in the morning the next day.

This house is so boring. I mean thanks to myself for not being a big fan of watching teevee. Oh wells, today I vacuumed the whole house except for mum's room cus I'm kinda scared of her room for some reason.

Should have bought Tom yam ban mian today instead of buying 2 dishes for lunch today cus there's still rice and I can't eat so much rice. Maybe if tmr the parents are still not coming back then I'm gonna buy Tom yam ban mian for myself and abang can finish up the leftovers because he won't be home anymore till the day after and I can survive on eating just Tom yam ban mian for one day.


So I just got out from the warm shower. Met up with the Clique earlier on for Roufang's birthday. Finally turned 19, the baby in our clique HEHE!

So many things happened today but these are all that I can remember vividly.

1) Psycho lady wants to change 50cents coins with me while waiting for the bus at Boon Lay.
2) She talked and talked and talked and I just nod and nod and nod.
3) The bus was freaking slowwwww I tell youuuu! >.<
4) Surprised the birthday girl at Lakeside with a cupcake balloon! And something small.
5) Tricked her by saying there is a cheap Neoprint shop at Tiong Bahru Plaza (HAHA!) when we are actually heading to Eighteen Chefs.
6) I was too busy taking pictures that my spoon dropped.
7) I had a good meal of Cheese-Baked Rice with Chicken sausages, ice lemon tea and ice-cream! (Hazirah likes this)
8) The cheese fries was good but we were too full we can't finish it.
9) Played some silly games and the winner had to eat a piece from it.
10) Roufang's cake from Bakerzin MELTED :'(
11) The camera's battery died on me when we wanted to take pics in the toilet :(
12) Bought Stitch from Mini Toons for the birthday girl.
13) I really had to go home early cus my mother called me once and texted me again.
14) Plus the weather is good today.
Chilly Midwest town~

I will upload the pictures on my FB by tmr girls! <3

If one day you notice we haven't talked in a while, it's not because I don't care anymore. It's because you pushed me away.
"I love the way you make me laugh and smile. My heart beats a thousand miles, just the thought of you makes me blush. Now we rarely talk and I hardly see you around. I wonder why I care so much but I ask myself every time, why am is so afraid to lose you when you're not even mine?"
I was just like any other girl out there, wondering how I would survive without him. But guess what? I did. I underestimated my strength. I realized that he needed me more than I did, and in the end, it was his loss.

Everyday that we don't speak is another day I don't need you. And as I slowly stop missing you, I realise that you aren't that important to me anyway.
Mum is staying over at my granny's place and I am just so pissed with her or anybody who touches my things and put it somewhere else where I can't find it and when I asked they don't know what I am talking about and I really hate it when this happens. Can't people just mind their own fucking business? I hate it! If I am the one who puts my things somewhere, I know where it is and can jolly well find it on my own. But once people touches my things, I know that it had been touched cos I can sense it and I can sense that it's a lil bit different from how I put it. Just don't touch my things and re-arrange things in my room if you don't want me to ask you where my things are when you are the one who puts it somewhere else because I totally hate it. I know hoe to deal with my own things. So back off from my things in my room and everything that belongs to me. Seriously pissed right now. Urgh, I hate it i hate it i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!
From Jurong to Woodlands to Tampines and back to Jurong. Had Tom yam ban mian for lunch with Fara before heading towards the East. Eastern Singaporean~ (inside joke.)

Bought the necessary stuff for room and had to lug back this huge cardboard box! I felt to stupid when I was on the train home alone because it was super duper huge and Idk how to place it when I was sitting in the train because it took up a lot of space and I had to hold it slanted and I just felt funny. I was secretly laughing in my heart hehe.

Gonna start slow with tidying my room. Good thing I'm not called up for work tomorrow cus have to settle a few things first. To call up my center and then I can start tidying my room. Going back to Ikea if I'd need anything else after that. I mean, not immediately of course, like have to set another day with Fara prolly. Or just go alone.

Pics up on my FB. And some on Fara's cus she stole it from me TEEHEE!

I am cool because I went to the Eastern side of Singapore~~
So after 2 days of rotting at home, hanged out with @didikoreancurls in town today! So refreshing! And of course, we dressed up nicely and conservatively as well HEHE.

Borrowed my Bana's (inside joke) DSLR and we had a great time taking pictures, even though I was kinda shy at first because I feel like a virgin and unprofessional and stupid to be using one. We had truckloads of fun, nevertheless. So that jolly well explains the fact that we took a total of more than a hundred or 200ish pictures.

Most prolly gonna upload the pics tmr because Bana is working now and it'll be such a hassle if I were to give him a call just for the adapter.

Bought a leopard print dress from Cotton On even though I am on the tightest budget ever. It's not really an impulse buy but I've liked it the time I saw it when I was at J8 Cotton On. Yeah.

And oh HAHA this is so hardcore.
Bought Fluffly for myself and when I got it, there wasn't any marshmallows that were supposed to be serve with it. So I just stood there. And the barista was like...

B: Yes?
Me: I thought it comes with marshmallows or something?
B: Oh...

And then he took out a tin of marshmallows... and...
One, two, three, FOUR.
I got 4 marshmallows instead of the normal 2 that I usually get. I was so surprised that I quickly took my tray away after that without even asking for a spoon, which I think he forgot to give as well. Hehe, but I'm cool with it! I don't mind if this happens all the time :B

Oh wells.

Going to Ikea tmr to finally get some storage boxes for my dusty room!
My weekends is dead. I am a boring person. I feel that I need a change in my eating habits. I want to try eat salad, as part of my daily meal. If I can eat salad most of the time when I was in the Midwest town, why not here. Hopefully it won't backfire cos if it does then I am a loser.

Look at the yummy Salmon sandwich that I ate twice on my own when I was at Kirkwood. It is like huge and so filling plus I had a yummy soup before that.

Sigh.

I am like fucken bored right now. Maybe I'll have McDonald's breakfast on my own tmr morning and then clean up my room. I have to get a nice storage boxes to keep my ECH things in fast. I am so sick of my own room.

I need to get out more often. Breathe in the fresh air. But I hate crowds and crowded places. And it sucks that I can't avoid it. First, on the bus towards the train station, in the train, control station, while walking... There's people like everywhere! Don't like!

Plus the fact that the weather nowadays are suddenly so sunny. Me don't like the sun.
My hair is like fucken shit now. My fringe has turn very, very, very wavy. And I look like a JWA (inside joke). I miss my bangs. Like truckloads alot. But I don't want bangs anymore, I want a side fringe. But Didi says that I look older and matured with side fringe. I don't want to trim my fringe because I want it to grow longer. But it's so curly. Boohoo. Was thinking of getting only the fringe part rebonded but then it'll sure look funny because only my fringe will look so silky straight and not look like JWA but prolly a China girl? Omg no way. So was thinking of getting the hair straightener or the 3-in-1 thingy so that I can style my hair because I have long and boring hair. But I wouldn't want a permanent curly hair cus I don't want to look old. I think I'd look old with curly hair. Anw I prefer straight hair cus it looks neater especially for a girl like me. I mean, don't really look after my hair very well. My fringe doesn't behave well cus it might be nice and straight and not on some days which totally sucks. I prefer the fringe that I got when I got my hair done last year at Image salon at FEP because i told the stylist I wanted side fringe. But it disn't last long because a few months later I got my hair soft rebonded and got back to bangs again. And now I am so gatal because I want side fringe again and it sucks. So I just can't wait for it to grow longer, maybe it'll be better if it's longer. Ok bye.
My bed
Soya bean ice-cream
Pearly soya bean bandung
Cup corn
Dressing up
Accessories
Laughing
Giggling
Good times
Gossiping
Mimicking people
Owl City
Fairytale stories
Cold and rainy days
Kelsey-Metro Station
Indo movies
Traveling shows
Spending time on my own
Looking through cook books/baking books
Smelling my own hair
Chick flicks
Cool air
Fashion magazines
Tutorials on YT
Nice smelling lotions
Warm showers
Late night calls
CB's Carrot cake
Yogurt
Meaningful songs
Hardcore
Relaxations
Peace
Annemarie
Berries
Tom yam ban mian
Burger King
Pardon for the very long title, it's true. To a certain extent, in my opinion. "Nevermind~ It's ohkay~" (Hehe inside joke~)

Oh wells, anyway it's the last day of school today, short and sweet. Not considering the fact that we still have to go to HPB for something but like OMG we're going to graduate soon!

Been a pretty busy week for me. Like lots of things going on and the timing of our classes are all kinda jumbled up. And I seriously thought that it is Friday today. Like how confused I was when my dad woke me up Monday morning. Lost track of the days!

Hello December Holidays!
Please, please, please go by slowly. I had just turned 19 (well, it's been a few months but still.) I want more time to myself and my family and friends. I want to be a good girl and clean up my room. I want to dress up nicely and hang out with friends! Yes, dress up. Nicely.
I want to do my favourite things!!!



And below is just something which I can truly relate to.

It's okay. It’s okay to want someone you can’t have. It’s okay to want something more. It’s okay to cry when you’re hurt, and it’s okay to stay mad at someone who hurt you. Believe it or not, it’s always going to be okay. That’s just how it works. Sometimes things don’t work out how you want them to, and most of the time, it seems like they never will. But eventually, everything is going to iron out some way or another. You just have to believe, keep your faith, and move on.

Stay strong people! :)
Finally got my hair done today after procrastinating for so long!

Hot oil treatment and massage at the spa and trim at Lakeside. Cus it's cheaper, but I dislike the service that I got there. But the Hot oil was like super nice and relaxing. Gonna save up for another one next month! Wanted to do Ear candling too, but it's too costly so probably next time when I become richer.

I so have to get the Body Shop perfume asap!
The best kind of love is when you have no expectations at all.

It will equal to lesser disappointments, lesser heartbreaks...

I'm getting better at this. It's better to just protect myself. And to take control of what I can control.

But that doesn't mean that I don't love you anymore. I still and will always do.
Only you.

Eww, I feel so sick today. I didn't feel lethargic like this yesterday, when we actually had our complete NAPFA test. Had been sneezing almost constantly. I hate this. I thought I won't get sick or even get flu because of the Flu jab that I took before I went to the States. They said it'll last for a year!

So now, you know how important the umbrella is to me. Not only it protect me from those harmful UV Rays and maintaining my "White Beauty Regime", but I need to protect myself even from light rain/drizzle because I can get sick like so very easily.

And I seriously thought that there's no school tomorrow and that I wanted to stay in and have a good rest. But we are having the HPB thingy tomorrow, so yeah. And I'm starting work on the Saturday. Me loves easy money :)

And come to think of it, we are practically over with ECH in ITE! I mean, next week will be our last week of schooling before our 3 weeks (only.) holiday and we'll be starting on our Practicum next year for 3 months. Isn't that like we're over with school? Well, sort of.

Sighs.

Time does passes by real fast.

Can't wait for Sunday though! A day at the spa!!!
<3

Oh, Hello December!