Just a little ramble about my days thus far.

First and foremost, well, we are into the 12th day of Ramadhan now. I noticed that this year, my body adapted to the changes pretty fast and my eating habits were good too. I have been breaking my fast with a handful of fruits everyday so far. From the first day till now, I have been having strawberries everyday and sometimes with kiwis, grapes or bananas, it depends on what fruit I have that day. My water intake has been pretty decent too, although I think I can still drink more.

I have to say though, over the period of days that I had fast, it does tire me out too. For the most part during the day, I can be quite unproductive. There are so many on my to-do list but yet, the tiredness took over me, hence making me procrastinate my work. No good.

So as you can tell, I am on my laptop now. Trying to catch up on some work and whatnot. Hopefully I can at least get one reflection done if not all my assignments.

Speaking about school, it has been zooming by really quick too. Even though our assignments are gradually decreasing, it has also sneakily increases itself too. It just feels as though some burden has been lifted off our shoulders but, it's actually still there, you know what I'm sayin'?

As of now, I think we're left with..... about 5 assignments. 1 of it being the "most talked about", math learning corner. Well, that will be done next Monday.

I still remember when I first started school last year, my confidence level and flair in teaching was still quite high. But as the time passes, even with my attachments, it has gradually decrease. It's quite saddening I feel because I know what I was capable of, but somehow I feel like I could not be on par with that anymore. It feels different now. Well maybe because I am a "student" now and all, which has somehow affected me with that.

However, I know and I believe in myself that I can do it! I just need more effort to convince myself now that I can actually do it if I really put in my best and give my all.

Well, let's just put that aside for now shall we? I mean, life's not just about school and grades isn't it? As long as I gave my best, it should be fine. I keep telling myself, "everything's going to be fine... so just keep going".

On a lighter note, weekends is around the corner! It's been almost 2 weeks since I last met with my man. I am so looking forward to meeting him (and squeezing him and whatnot). I have missed him so much! <3 p="">
I will survive!