You know... the feeling that you have when you fall sick? Like you feel everything's in a mess just because you slept through three days and feeling rather at lost when you are starting to feel better. You feel like there's so many things you need to do and catch up on and stress yourself all over again about deadlines. Then you feel like going out, run some errands but then you feel like you're not well enough to do so. You're hungry but you've got no appetite and feels nauseous. The list can just go on and on, don't you think?

The saddest part however, was not being able to fast. It feels like I was down with that terrible high fever just for a while but in actual fact, I've missed four days already!

Fortunately my math lesson and learning corner supervision is in another 2 weeks. I really don't know how I'll cope with that when I am sick because trust me, when I am sick, it gets really really bad. And all thanks to me having drug allergies to the most important medicine for all human beings. Therefore, I'll usually heal and recover by myself through cold sponging, showers, hydrating myself with water and those typical things. It does take a while compared to those who can just pop a panadol and wake up feeling alright. Seriously, I hate getting fevers because it usually shoots up terribly high and gives me a painful headache which makes me think of my dying brain cells.

So anyway, it's Saturday today. Nope, not meeting my man today because I think I need to rest as I'm not fully recovered yet. Hmm, there's like so many things that I can do today but it just feels weird because it's a Saturday and I am usually out so I just cannot function properly.

This entry is kind of all over the place. Just like my current brain situation. Anyway, stay posi!