For the most part, I'm quite an introverted person if you were to ask me. Not one who easily voice things out. Not one who is loud. Not one who likes to make a big fuss.

Often times there are a lot of things that goes through my mind and goes unsaid. I feel like it's not worthy to give it a shot. Rather, I keep it to myself and see how things eventually turn out to be. And that is when my feelings somehow gets affected because the things which was left unsaid can actually make a difference, usually for the better. However, I choose to remain quiet. Then all these... "should have", "could have", "what if" comes up.

I know I had to do it the very second when I felt something amiss about a particular situation. In my mind, I know that things can change if only I were to speak up and take my stand on things. And there were really a few things that I should have done instead of being submissive.

I should have, I could have. And things will be different IF I did it.

I do feel regret each time I fail to voice out when I should have. This is because I know something that the other party does (or might) not know and I know that I have to say something on behalf of the other party.

But what can I do now that it has bygone? It's too late to do anything because it does not make any difference anymore now.

Waiting for the right time to bring it up again? Yes, I do consider that sometimes. But it's not that easy for me. It's like my mouth is being glued.

As for now, I shall just let the matters rest. Pray for the best.