Cherishing the last couple of days before I officially start working again. Had a look through in my planner and my days mostly revolves around doing nothing in particular. There were a few productive days, where I listed things to do, such as going for either morning runs or night runs at the park, making breakfasts, clean the room etc. Did things that I've always wanted to do, like going to the doctor (and did an ultrasound) on my delayed menstrual cycle. But that didn't last for very long. As much as I like my days to be planned, there were some lazy days.

Anyways, I've done the required checkup for my job, and had collected the report earlier just now. I think I've not been teaching for too long (been slightly more than 3 years..), that I actually feel weird and nervous at the thought of it. I'm not doubting myself that I can't do it, but, probably I just need to change my mindset (from a free woman to a teacher) now. I used to have a long list of children's song that I can recite at my fingertips, ideas for transitional activities, and more. But I can't seem to recall that many when I gave it a thought earlier this morning.

Whatever it is, I just hope that everything will turn out to be just fine. Probably it's me, just overthinking as always. I'm sure Allah will always be there to help me, alongside from my parents and my prayers. Plus, it's a brand new centre, probably with no enrolment yet. I should be really thankful that I am able to have this opportunity to start afresh.

So I'm going to stop here. Read a bit from my fave bloggers, and then shower.

Toodles!